Forgetting

There are days that I forget why I'm doing it. Days I don't want to. Days I can't make sense of anything at all.

Now, I'm pretty good at self motivation. Little mind tricks, meditating on the positive, being grateful. But some days it just doesn't work.

I suppose that's where honor comes in. I said I would. Even when I forgot why I said it, I know that I did.

So I push on. Even if this time isn't a game breaker, its good training for the times that really count.