Delusions of Insignificance

Sometimes when I think about all the good I can do, I feel like I'm having delusions of grander. Me, save the world? Me, give up my things and serve the poor? Me?

When I talk to other people about such things, I get varied responses. Some think its neat that I believe in a better world. Some think I'm a loony. I've had people say, "I don't think that's what healthy people would do."

Now, there is a very fair point here. If I am striving to be the greatest, or do the greatest, beyond that of my fellow humans... well, then I do have a problem. If I want to save the world alone, or even as a member of a small group, then I do have a problem. Doing great things... to become great... that's arrogance.

But what if I want to become just enough to do all the greatness I can? What if I do everything I can to save the world, and work with everyone else in the world to get there? Is it arrogance to believe that I have a tiny part to play, and that I devote everything that I am to playing it as well as I can?

That we each have an irreplaceable role in the flourishing of the world is only a delusion if it isn't true. In fact, if it's true that we all have a role to play in the betterment of all, then there is another delusion going on here.

The delusion of insignificance. I believe that the truth if it its this: each of us is here to perform a lifetime of tiny miracles, all culminating as the greatest possible act of the greatest possible good. I believe that those who see themselves as powerless, pointless, or made to serve themselves are the ones with the delusion. Sometimes it flows from selfishness, laziness, cynicism and greed. Other times this delusion created for us by those who fill us with doubt, insecurity, and fear. Don't look down on those who live in the phantasm of purposelessness. It may not be any failing of their own that they see the world in such a way. (Now, it may be their failing also. Pay close attention.) But whatever the cause, rather than judge, do your best to foster the reality of the situation.


We are here to do great good.